Love/Hate
  I thought I hated you
  I never wanted to be around you
  
  You never wanted to be around me either
  You called me names. laughed because I was different

  I hated you, but could never look away
  I always stared, dreamed about you
  I wanted you to go, but to never leave

  Then you disappeared
  I was scared ; desperate
  I wanted to hear your voice
    even if it hurt me
  I would look for you everyday
  One, two weeks passed ; you were never found

  The news was on, they found you
  but you weren't there
  No, you'd left a long time ago

  I wanted to find you, but never tried
  If we ever meet again
  I want you to know this:

  I love your smile
  I hate you
  I love your walk
  I hate you even more
  I love your eyes
  I hate the fact you left me
  I love you for showing me I didn't belong
  I hate you for showing me I didn't belong

  I know why you left me,
  Do you?